Hi guys!! My name is Kevin and I will be appreciating each of you who can help somehow in my situation. You know two years ago we (I and my partner) went through the program of surrogate motherhood. It was one of our most serious decisions ever. We thought that we are ready to become dads. But know what? When everything was done and we took our child home we even didn’t know what to do…all our free time, energy were spent on child…the first year was very hard and then we thought that it will be our only child…but guess what??? Several days ago my partner asked me one question: “if there was a possibility would you become a dad once more?” I didn’t know what to answer…it was so unexpectedly for me…we agreed not to have children anymore because it is too hard and now we think about one more? To tell the truth I also think that everything seems much easy on the second year. I thought he will never ask this question…he saw my reaction and big eyes and began to laugh…then he said: “it was very funny to see your reaction! Relax! I was kidding!!” with these words he left the room. But I am sure he wasn’t kidding…now I don’t know how to start this topic again…and if it is worth to do? How do you think was he really kidding me? Or was he just afraid to talk on this serious theme only because of my strange reaction? I didn’t expect ..really..and I can’t be sure that I am against the second child….